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I open my eyes, I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light..
I can't remember how, I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight..
And I can't stand the pain,
And I can't make it go away..
No I can't stand the pain...

How coul this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes, got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away.
I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream!
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screaming, I try to make a sound but noone hears me
I'm slipping off the edge, I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened and I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't...

Hi there Bloggers!

Oh dear, it's been over a month since I posted.

It's my fault--once Spring session started and my last semester ended, my brain exploded and I had to struggle through another month and a half of school. My brain said no, but my schedule said yes.

I had my first Spring exam today, and my last is tomorrow. Exciting! I'm currently in the process (the long, difficult, arduous, impossible process) of finding a job. It seems that everyone either only hires part-time, or hired their employees when the Winter session ended and all of the smart people out there got jobs instead of taking extra courses...>.>

My long-standing knee problems have been acting up very severely lately. It hurts to walk, which indicates to me that it may be time to return to physiotherapy. My kneecap apparently doesn't track properly, which causes...pain. And cartilage damage. So, right as I've been starting to exercise and get in shape, I'm being smacked down into submission by my dictator-knee. :(

<3 Love, Caitlin